On February 11, 2012, Whitney Houston was found submerged in the bathtub of her suite at the Beverly Hilton Hotel. In the decade since, the world has mourned her death amid new revelations about her relationship to her Blackness, her sexuality, and her addictions. Didn’t We Almost Have It All is an exploration of the duality of Whitney’s life as both a woman in the spotlight and someone who often had to hide who she was while contextualizing her struggles against the backdrop of tabloid culture, audience consumption, mental health stigmas, and racial divisions in America. This is the story of Whitney’s life, her whole life, told with both grace and honesty. It explores exactly how and why we lost a beloved icon far too soon.

Praise for Didn’t We Almost Have It All

“Revelatory.”

— Rolling Stone

“By telling Houston’s story alongside those of contemporary Black celebrities including Beyoncé—who, Kennedy writes, have spent their careers walking the high wire between being “too Black” and “not Black enough”—the author both celebrates the legendary singer’s inimitable talent and offers a rousing critique of oppressive systems still at work today. This is a must-read for fans.”

— Publisher's Weekly, Starred Review

“Kennedy’s winning argument invites readers to focus on Houston’s triumphs: the ceilings she broke and the pathways she paved. Particularly impactful is Kennedy’s work to locate Houston’s legacy in a historical-cultural context, retrieving, for example, the no longer-sung, racist third verse of ‘The Star-Spangled Banner’—which she breathtakingly performed in 1991—and contemplating the meaning of a Black woman performing the national anthem at such a profound level.””

— Booklist

“The great strength of this book is that Kennedy—who sees Houston through the lens of the Black Lives Matter, MeToo, and LGBTQ+ movements of the last decade—refuses to pass judgment. Instead, he seeks to understand Houston’s struggles as evidence of a woman who shouldered an enormous burden—not just as a pop icon, but as a deeply devout queer Black artist forced to inhabit an unforgiving premade identity. Thoughtful reading for Houston fans and music historians alike.”

— Kirkus Reviews

“A collection of unsparing, deeply personal essays on the singer’s life and career that arrives 10 years after her death...Kennedy’s book, unlike so many before it, is not a gossipy biography but a collection of often powerful meditations on Whitney’s life and the culture that failed her.”

— The Washington Post

“A candid exploration of Houston’s talent, dysfunction and fame beyond the tabloid headlines...It seriously considers her impact on music, pop culture, race and the author’s own life as a queer Black man.”

— Los Angeles Times

“By contextualizing her career, this book is far from a simple biography or tell-all, and feels like … ‘a collective apology’ to a beloved icon.”

— The Grio

“A decade after Houston’s death, journalist Gerrick Kennedy celebrates the music legend’s triumphs in a judgment-free exploration of her life following a foreword by Brandy.”

— InStyle

“Tackle Didn’t We Almost Have It All...and you can expect to see things you already know, but you can also expect to be delighted. It’s a fan’s book, for sure, and reading it might be the greatest love of all...There’s a lot of introspection in it, as well as a shift in how we think about our celebrities.”

— Jacksonville Free Press